------------♪Even alone, I’ll go on, even if I want to die
I’ll hear your voice telling me that I must not die
Even if it looks painful, even if I’m crying in loneliness,
Deep in my heart I feel your warmth
Turning and flowing along, time is transient
What happened then? I can’t remember
But if I try closing my eyes, I can hear someone’s laughter
Somehow, that is now my most precious treasure
A special gift for my old friend, Emma, that she has been living through this difficult life but also have a fighting spirit like a soldier. I wanted to draw a angel, since it's my favorite mythical creature so I drew her lovely OC character, David White, as a human form.
This is inspired by the song I was listening to when I drew this. "Karuta - My Most Precious Treasure" by Angel Beats. :groove:
To me even when this song is sad but at same time it is also beautiful. It makes me think of how i've been feeling the last couple of weeks.
The feeling of depression that cause me to isolate myself from society and crying for many nights in loneliness. These feeling are probably coming from a past experience that didn't work out that entire well. But i hope i'm not bringing people down with my depressive disorder during in daily life but to be honest this is mostly to help me get some feelings out. I want to share it for both of us and for the world who has been living through the same problems. I want to help everyone those who deserve it to get some help and become feeling better for themselves.
Even though I may be alone or feeling hopeless in the nights of darkness but i've met many people i know, who are the near and dear to my heart, which they are my shining stars that shine through the darkness. Because we are not alone. Why are we existence in this world? Well, It's not the reason about why are we alive and well. It's about what are you fighting for. You're fighting to live because you want to strive for your own dreams to archive your goals. And that's what i call a precious treasure. To find your inner self.
I'm thankful that I've met you and I'm glad you came into my life. If i never met you, i wouldn't have met someone who are a lovely person like you. I admire you because you're a gifted and talented artist and you're are amazing at drawing. You're adored by everyone and that's matter.
Note: After a long period of compostion-related problems and frustration, here is what i finally managed to come up with. It took way longer than I planned for because it took almost a month between sketching, coloring, and finishing. I feel old already... Done in SAI, finishing touch in Photoshop.
Even though i was supposed to upload it little earlier back there but I was somehow too ashamed to let the previous picture exist that way, since it's the first time i've tried to learn how to use the coloring in the Photoshop and SAI, but it didn't went well, and therefore decided to draw a new one...using more time and more fun. So, i've improved my art-style this year! And it certainly was more fun to challenging myself in archiving my goals and trying to improve myself and become better than yesterday. I'm really proud how much I have improved so far. And that's worth it.
A sky stock for background (c) Voyager168 www.deviantart.com/art/Cloud-s…
Art by me (c) SwedenLena
David White (c) SillyTheWolf